I don't need a "guardian angel." Many children have clear memories from age two, the more emotioanl, the clearer the memeory; as well as Eldest*, who is older than me, did talk up to a certain age and Mrs. Troll*, in her fits, often yelled things about what had happened. The point of this is that they always told me these were "Family secrets" and that no one else would understand. They told me to lie but now I am telling the truth.