I took a BIG STEP today toward finding out just how much DAMAGE! the Trolls* did to me as a child, especially about my neck and head. I had a head and neck MRI scan and asked the technicians to check to see if they could tell whether or not Mrs. Troll had BROKEN MY NECK!! when I was four and she kept shaking me and I felt paralyzed afterward and/or if they could tell if I had suffered any CONCUSSIONS at their hands and if so, how many. The technicians looked horrified, not about me but about what I went through as a child. So much for the Trolls telling me no one would ever care about me, no one would ever take care of me. This is TOO IMPORTANT to me to let it wait before I told it. I did not hesitate to ask the technicians and did not talk quietly but raised my voice to be heard. I won’t have the answers until I go in for my surgery on June 21, 2006 (yes, Summer Solstice!) but I have set the ball in motion and, even if something happens to me before then, THE ANSWERS WILL STILL COME OUT. No one, not even I, can stop what I have started.

*An insult to Trolls but the closest thing to the truth that most people recognize.